Mind Ramblings 02-02-11

Sometimes it is so hard to recognize what the Lord is saying or not saying. Sin is relatively easy, yes or no. Grey decisions that are neither wrong nor right? Difficult as all get out. Sometimes I wish I could turn off my analytical mind, not think of every angle. Sometimes I wish I didn't care about integrity or people's feelings. How do you live in faith when you don't know which decision to be faithful to? My mind is like a factory: inputing different thoughts and yet producing the same inconclusive product over and over again. It's easy to navigate darkness with light, but how do you navigate blinding light without darkness? Sleep is the only rest I get from my mind and heart. Hopefully, there's peace there too. I'm not complaining though; I'm grateful in being overblessed. Just wondering what I'm supposed to do next.